my commitment...

when I love someone who became my boyfriend. I have to love him sincerely, without asking him to love me. and whatever he did without me knowing, I can not blame him. because it's right. I am a person who loved him, must think positively. indeed sometimes I feel jealous and afraid that if he did things I did not want. but I have to think positive. because when I chose him to be my boyfriend, then I have to accept whatever his circumstances, and accept whatever his feelings. when he was with someone I did not expect, my heart hurt but I have to accept that person as well as my friend, even though she is past from my boyfriend. and one more thing.. I should be able to trust my boyfriend. because trust is the beginning of starting a relationship. It is my commitment.